Well, the month is almost over and we are all doing pretty good. You are finally well but, bubba has a double ear infection. YOu are being very onery lately I dont know if its the seizer meds or just 2's but whatever it is I am ready for it to be over. You are talking so much better now and you are eating alot better (chewing and eating). Well, you are in all 18months clothes now sometime before Oct. is over I am going to through your clothes again and get rid of all the 12months yeah my big I love you and your brother so much you guys and your Daddy is everything to me but, only after God and because of God he has blessed me with you all and I am so blessed to have you.

Well the Month of Oct. is not off to a good start

Well, as you know Joshie is not doing real good this month. Today is the 12th and he went again to see Dr. Fred which sent us to outpatient at the hospitial to do a chest x-ray, CBC, blood culture, and a urine sample so hopefully we will soon know what is going on. Like, sometime today. I am getting so irratated to not know whats going on with my baby.

Ok found out that Joshie has pneumonia!!! How in the world did he get it I wonder so they gave him a Z-Pack with no inhalers but I am going to give him the one we have extra!!

OCT.

Well, we took you to the dr. again on Fri. 8th and all he said was your thoart is redder whatever i just want you to felling better again. Well, today is Sunday the 10th and you are still havig 100.3 yesterday and today not sure what to do you are couping now and have a runny nose. So, not sure whats going on cant wait till the 8th of Nov. to see the immume dr.

Well, today is the first day of Oct. you taken 2 doses of your meds and by afternoon your were really cranky not sure why did not fall asleep until 1:30pm for a nap. Woke up around 3:00 and you were ok but, by 4pm you were running 102 temp call ACH they said wait and give you tyelonol so I did it took about 30mins to get it down to 99.9 but I think about 6 pm I am taking you in to the St. Ed's ER I am just a little concreaned I know the Lord has you in his arms but I need to use common sence too I am a little worried. Just wondering if you have some virus or something. So I will update as soon as I can.
Well, they kept Joshua until midnight and they stuck him 3x which really makes me mad but the blood tests came back pretty much normal except they said he has another virus (but, not contagious)because he has so many they are calling it viral syndrome so there we go.

Well, today is Sunday Oct. 2nd and its Miracle Sunday so we went to church. This morning I got you out of the nursery and you were just acting kinda different (you know just not very responsive). But, after your nap you wre much better and hung out with the youth tonight in church no nursery for you today lol.

Well, its the 5th and yesterday we had a WIC appt for you and you are gaining weight so excited about that you are now 21 lbs 6oz the biggest you have ever been and thats after a hospitial stay so Praise God you are doing so much better and last night you had a small temp again not sure what is going on but, God has it all under control. We have been so busy lately but I guess in a way its a good thing. Your having therpy today you have been doing really good the last couple of sessions.

Today is Thursday Oct. 7th and we went to Dr. Fred's due to the fact you are still having fever since Sat. Oct. 1 but, noy sure whats going on still so we are getting really frastrated. But, they did weigh yo and you weighed 21 lbs 14oz. so you are growing still so Praise God for that. We love you baby very much.

Last day of Sept.

Hey, we're back. This last week you have eaten alot I am talking about eating like a normal 2yr little growing boy. But, you are also have little episodes where you will just go blank and no response for about 30 to 45 secs. today you have done it 3 or 4x and then you took a 4hr nap no exaggration I was a little worried so I called Dr. Fred the nurse talked to him and they said in their report from ACH we were suppost have the everyday med Keppra which I told them they told me they cancled it because he did not need it but, then they also did not tell him anything about the mass on the MRI so in the morning Oct. 1st they are calling ACH then calling me back to see what the new plan will b if any new one at all.I am so sick of the Dr.'s not communicating back and forth in the right way. Well, they called me back and they prescribed you the Keppra so we will see whats going to happen.

Back to ACH

STRENGTH WILL RISE as we wait upon the Lord.
We will wait upon the Lord,
We will wait upon the Lord.
(repeat)

Our God You reign forever,
Our Hope, our strong deliverer.

You are the everlasting God,
The everlasting God.
You do not faint, You won't grow weary.
You're the defender of the weak,
You comfort those in need.
You lift us up on wings like eagles.


This song came to mind today Sept. 26th and I had to post it that way I could remind myself and others that God is in control. I know that he is but sometimes I need to be reminded.

Well, its Sat. 25th of Sept. and Joshie at a half of double meat cheeseburger and a small bowl of grapes. He is eating alot better since he has been out of the hospitial this week then he has been eating in the past month.

Its was the 20th but you had another episode (seizure like) again so I called the doctor and he sent us to ACH ER where we were keep until 23rd. We are going to have to go have some special test ran. So, that means that all therpy is cancled for this week. Well, I want to update everyone on Johie he did great the EEG and MRI was normal not sure what is causing the seziures but we are getting some meds for just in case it happens again it is not an everyday med either Praise God. (they did find a small mass on the MRI but, nothing to be concerened about. I was crying because when your a mother and someone tells you they found a tumor on the MRI of your child all I heard was tumor, brain, my baby. Dr. Wilamson said why are you crying did he have another seizur? I said no but I was a little upset what was told me about the mass he said stop crying like I wasn't allowed to have any feelings about what was said he said its nothing. But, to me its still is something just to know what all we have been through he doesn't even understand. I just don't know how Dr.s cannot have feelings towards the parents anymore its very upsetting but one day it all will b under the rug and we will go on as a normal family and maybe not even remember this LOL. We are home now and going to get back to our everyday life I just want to thank everyone for prayers and thoughts you guys rock....

ok, Jesus is in control but just giving everyone an update about Joshua but he had what we think a seizure he was screaming for about 45min and keep throwing up so took him to the dr. and one the way there we had what we think was a small one so plz keep him in prayer. we have a EEG set up for Sept. 23 at 9:45am hopefull everything is ok. But, even if it is normal it still doesn't rule out the seziure.

School for Christian

Well, we are in the 2nd week of school now and you are doing better on letting Christian go to school. You still miss him quite a bit but not as much I have been keeping you busy so you dont have alot of time to think about it. On the other hand Christian is not doing great on minding he got a red card everyday the first week except for Friday which he got a green card. And this week he is getting mainly yellow and a few green. But, he will get better you nor him have ever done this before so it is new for all of us even me. Its hard on me sometimes just to think that you gusy are growing up and its going by too quickly I miss you guys as being itsy bisty still lol. I love you both very much you mean everything to me, both of you and your amazing daddy. I thank God for this oppurtunity to have this family that I have.

We also all got blessed week before our anniversary we got to go to a Naturals Game with there series they lost that game but they won the series you guys were also given a game ball which was really cool.